Intensity towards praising

My asthmatic condition has not diminished my passion for singing to God, even if I have to put in more effort to do so. I still gave my all at mass even though it frustrates me to see that those who are well sing softer than I do, if they actually sing! God has blessed me with this gift of voice and I've developed it with the help of my conductor. Somehow, I can still sing well, even with a bad throat or in this condition. All glory to Him! I've reached a point where I'm ready to die as I sing to Him with my last breath. That gives me sheer joy and awe.